#highly recommend checking it out if you can
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fuse challenge 8: favourite live stage ↳ bye my monster at the 2024 summer gayo daejeon
#onf#onfcreators#fuse challenge#seungjun#minkyun#onfedit#kflops#kpopgfxnetwork#biastag#cheytermelon#useranusia#usermairin#melontrack#marsgfx#i was gonna make more gifs but ugh#the lighting and filming and video quality were all sooooooo blegh#which is a shame cuz they fucking killed it#highly recommend checking it out if you can#their vocals were insane#as was their dancing#man i'm soooooooo excited to see them live ;A;
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something something seeing things through different eyes
#tigerghost#art student manny is my FAVORITE of jorge guitierrez's plans for his life. i LOVEEEE that sm#danny takes him to the ghost zone for some mission reason and hes like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SICK AS FUCK#ITS AWAKENED LATENT FINE ART IMPULSES IN ME!!#meanwhile danny kind of tolerates being in the GZ but its very much like. not a place where Good things happen to him#hes grown accustomed to it and he loves certain things about it but he will never be fond of it and that sort of colors his perception of i#so manny coming in like WHOAH AND YOURE THE /KING/ HERE? THINK OF ALL THE COOL ASS GHOSTS YOU CAN MEET! THE AWESOME GHOST LANDS!#THE FLOATING GREEN STUFF!!!#gives him a little bit of that first-time wonder back :')#anyways the style is HEAVILY cribbed from anastasia trusova who i HIGHLY recommend checking out#when im rich and famous i shall buy many of her pieces#ntu tag#designs as always tm tm tm tumblr user nicktoonsunite#also mannys jersey was kept safe by his Painting Shirt (now tied about his waist) you know his apartment is eclectic af#but quite clean. he got the stress cleaning habit from his dad
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The linktree is live! @lovingthyneighbor was put together by me and my sister
We are going to be spreading stickers of these all over my town. a lot of people don't know what is happening in the world aside from what they see on the news. so i created a concise list of resources including videos and ways to help out, i want to help give people a better understanding of how it effects them and their neighbors.
I myself am Afro Boricua , and I live in a mostly Latino populated area aside from heavy tourism. It is important that we learn from our history. people think it cant happen to them, but it already has.
if you think this will be helpful to you and your neighbors, feel free to use the link and the QR code and the art yourself! no credit needed. lets get educated !
#Landback
#landback#land back#free palestine#free congo#education#i highly recommend checking these links out yourself#and like i said if yall find this useful lmk i can send you a high quality version of the QR code for you to use#keep eyes on sudan#my art
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Hmmmm.
Yet another meme redraw for you all this fine day
It hasn't been officiated by Nintendo yet, but frankly, I do subscribe to the theory that DMK corrupted Sectonia via the mirror; I also think that Taranza has every right to knock him out cold for it
Tell me, which bin do you think DMK belongs in, recycling or trash?
Also I did the perspective after one in the morning on this, don't mind how skrungled DMK is
Also if anyone knows the meme this is based off of and can give me its name or a link to it, please do so if you wouldn't mind, I couldn't find it and had to do this all from memory
Have a good day, everyone ^^
(Program: Krita; time: about 3 hours [same time half the effort as the last one. huh])
#taranza#dark meta knight#kirby of the stars#kirby gijinkas#eggin creatin'#meme redraw#this was meant to be a doodle but then. perfectionism#that I had to smother with five pillows#hence the sparse values#anyway#ough lil guy#I've been doodling taranza traditionally lately but not so much digitally#and frankly I want to do more for my kirby gijinkas in general#in case you couldn't tell kirby has been on the brain again#especially triple deluxe oh b o y#courtesy of me listening to an amazing fanmade orchestra concert for triple deluxe's 10th anniversary#it's by azifly on youtube I highly recommend checking it out if you have 54 minutes to spare or a long car drive#anyway thanks for dealing with my shenanigans#this is what I mean when I say I want to make stuff for myself so#yeh#my brain is just. yeah#memes and idiots how I love them#taranza can commit a bit of violence. as a treat#dmk can go ahead and take a nice long nap. as a punishment#anyway have a good night#love y'all#^^
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hi more drug question
I have been told many many times that using ecstasy will basically fry your seratonin receptors so that you will never be able to feel happy again unless you are using the drug. I am assuming now that this is false but I am curious now as to how false. Is it something that CAN happen if you take too much at once or too often, or is this just random Drug Scary misinformation
Also also since wellbutrin is not an SSRI does LSD work when you are on it or does it also cancel it out
lol that's kind of an extreme version of what I usually hear! you're right that basically the answer here is no. this comes from a couple different things. first is MDMA induced serotonin toxicity, and 2nd is something called "serotonin syndrome" which is a real thing that can happen, but it's really really hard to get like this. prepare for a very long answer lmfaooo
MDMA induced serotonin toxicity occurs when you take too high doses too frequently. MDMA IS slightly neurotoxic, but so are many prescription drugs so don't let that word freak you out too much! basically MDMA works by dumping large amounts of serotonin into your brain, hence why it's the happy/love drug lol. if you take too much too often, your brain will straight up run out of serotonin. obviously that's bad! it's not as simple as "never feeling happy again" but you will essentially have depression for a bit because of lack of serotonin (on its own, low serotonin levels following modest MDMA use is not damaging and resolves within a few days) but the real problem is that if you are on MDMA with depleted serotonin, your brain will continue releasing dopamine which will attach to the serotonin receptors and damage them. this is what can cause long term depression symptoms, the damaged serotonin receptors. ultimately your brain will heal this on its own unless for some reason I guess you keep taking it a lot (which would have no effect. when you take too much MDMA your brain just runs out of serotonin to dump so like. it just won't work lol)?? it can also be treated with the supplement NAC, which I would recommend taking any time you use MDMA because of this!
to sum up MDMA toxicity: it can happen but only if you're misusing it! it's generally recommended that you dont do much more than 1 dose every 3 months or so to make sure your brain has time to reset. research interactions with anything else you're using (prescription or not), take some NAC in the weeks following a dose, drink a lot of water, keep your body temperature regular because that can worsen it, and take some antioxidants like alpha lipoic acid and grape seed oil during/immediately after taking MDMA - it's when you come down that your brain is delicate and could use the protection. also this may sound counterintuitive but weed also has antioxidant properties, so smoking it as you come down helps a lot. also if you DO have MDMA toxicity taking more MDMA will not help u feel happy unfortunately it will just make it worse lol, your brain only has so much serotonin to give
now serotonin syndrome can happen with the misuse of any drug that works on serotonin including MAOIs, SSRIs, and SNRIs, usually by taking a VERY large dose (but some people are just extremely sensitive). it usually takes care of itself eventually, but the amount of time it takes and stuff is kinda hard to pin down bc it's REALLY misunderstood and tends to be overly self diagnosed. again this is like super super hard to do. you would have to take a MASSIVE dose or mix it with other serotonin affecting drugs (ESPECIALLY MAOIs. DO NOT MIX MDMA WITH MAOI ANTI DEPRESSANTS). like 5 times the normal dose at least probably (partner is currently trying to find some literature on it so he'll add that in the replies if he finds anything interesting). it will cause things like heightened anxiety and body temperature and can cause kidney problems or seizures if it's like really bad and untreated. but you'd feel REALLY bad before it got to that point, so in general like, if you take any type of drug and feel extremely bad after go to the doctor lol. mostly this will also just heal itself; your brain is pretty resilient! again usually if this does happen it's very minor. cases bad enough to require hospitalization are exceedingly rare
to give you an example of what these can look like, I have a friend who was given about 3-4 times a regular dose by a fucking piece of shit asshole she knows and, this part is crucial, it was mixed with a very large amount of alcohol AND acid (which can slightly increase the neurotoxicity. normally not a huge issue but becomes one in circumstances like this), AND coke; like she was blackout drunk and while not on a lot of acid or coke, this is just too many things to have in your body and brain at one time. the mixture of such a large amount different drugs caused her what I'm guessing was a mild case of both of these things at once. she experienced slightly worsened depression for about 6 months after, and actually had a mild stutter for almost a year. I made sure she took some NAC and other things that aid brain healing, and she didn't try molly again for a long time to be super sure she didn't overload her brain before it was ready. this is a pretty extreme case, and even with that she has fully recovered thankfully. do NOT EVER do drugs with someone you don't trust with your life. DO NOT EVER do drugs in doses you have not confirmed for yourself to be safe and DO NOT EVER mix drugs without finding out if it's safe!!! just as a small aside though: usually taking molly and acid at the same time is perfectly safe. in fact it's called a candy flip and I HIGHLY recommend it because it's fucking awesome. again, just make sure you are taking safe doses in a safe environment
OKAY now finally your specific question about Wellbutrin: I actually take Wellbutrin so I can answer this one from personal experience! Wellbutrin should not alter the effects of LSD in any way HOWEVER! both of these drugs lower your seizure threshold! I'm on the max dose of Wellbutrin (which is the max dose BECAUSE of seizure risk) so when I plan to drop acid I usually either skip my dose entirely that day or only take half depending on how much acid I'm planning to take. because of the way Wellbutrin works, this shouldn't cause you any problems as far as that goes. for me, not taking my Wellbutrin for a day mainly has the effect of making me more fatigued, and acid counteracts that really well by making me feel very awake/aware. if you don't want to skip or halve your dose though you can also take things that will RAISE your seizure threshold. so like I sometimes will smoke hemp because CBD actually will help with that. the risk here isn't huge either way especially if you have no history of seizures, but again if it's something you're concerned about you should be just fine skipping or lowering your dose for the day. acid usually lasts about 12 hours too so i personally don't even care about skipping the Wellbutrin that much because it basically does the same thing for me. I did take my full Wellbutrin dose the last couple times I've done acid though because I was taking a very small amount of acid (about half a tab)
in summation lol sort of TLDR I generally would recommend MDMA for recreational use because the risks of damage are low and it's safe if you are safe about it. and it's honestly just a really fun one! the only negative effect I've ever felt is some emotional and physical fatigue the following day, and this is largely because of how emotional and energetic you are on it. I just make sure to have the next day off to lay around and listen to music :)
taking it with a partner or loved one will give you an especially beautiful experience, as MDMA has been proven to facilitate extremely open emotional conversations. in fact, when MDMA was first synthesized it's primary use was in psychotherapy! research was shut down during the war on drugs, but in recent studies it's demonstrated amazing abilities to treat and even straight up CURE disorders like PTSD. for a personal anecdote, my partner actually completely fucking cured his alcoholism on a combo of MDMA and whippets (nitrous oxide) lmfao. like dude straight up went from getting black out drunk multiple nights a week to drinking nothing for the past year and a half without any other treatment program. LSD has been proven to have similar incredible results with treating and curing things like depression, anxiety, PTSD and addiction and is also a very fun and very safe one.
sorry to reiterate for the billionth time lol but it's important: these drugs are safe and fun if you make sure they're safe and fun! do your research and never use in an unfamiliar environment with people you wouldn't trust in an emergency! also I know this sounds like a lot, but remember I'm giving you like the absolute safest possible practices and emphasizing sort of over cautiousness because I think it's always better to be too safe. I've taken molly without nac and I've taken kinda big doses a little closer together than I should have without any problems. there's a bit of flexibility to these guidelines, but it's always better to think of them as being rigid so you don't end up too far in the other direction. like I've said it's really really hard to do actual damage that would last more than like a day or 2 max. most of the time you'll just be sleepy the next day from all the dancing so it's nice to do it on a day 1 of a weekend. also it only lasts like a couple of hours lol so it's not your whole day or anything!
#sorry this took me like a fucking hour i kept having to check myself w my partner + google to make sure i wasnt talking out of my ass lmfao#im sure ill be rereading and editing it for the next hour as well#damn just spent like another half hour#hope this is thorough enough for ya ajdbsjhdkshdkshs#on a tangentially related note: ive been weaning myself off of my SNRI (venlafaxine/effexor) bc it didnt help at all#and made my nails extremely brittle ????? like so bad they were constantly breaking to the quick and making me bleed#so pretty soon ill be able to do acid and molly again. sweet blessed molly how ive missed you#cant believe i forgot to mention this but as another personal mdma anecdote: my partner and i started dating while candy flipping#hed been staying at my house for like 4 months at that point but we hadnt really talked about like. relationship definitions#and I was EXTREMELY nervous bc id never even like kissed someone fr before him#but the acid and ESPECIALLY the molly made talking about our feelings with each other really easy and safe feeling#we do it every once in a while as like a poor mans couples therapy lmfao. its much easier to be open and honest and vulnerable#while crucially taking down the defensive wall that can cause you to lash out and stuff#highly recommend 👍#wtiting a book called the couple that rolls together stays together. its about doing molly but also skateboarding#drug ed#i cant stop adding to this post im sorry
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I took a little day trip to New York City today to have some fun and relax before fall semester starts. Here are some pictures I took of some of the Kirby stuff I saw while I was there. The first five pictures are from Kinokuniya New York, the picture of all the Kirby stuff under the giant Kirby and Waddle Dee is from Nintendo New York, and the ice cream is from a claw game/boba and ice cream place called Sweet Cats Cafe. The Kirby ice cream is made of strawberry ice cream and the decorations are made of chocolate 🍦
#text post#Kirby#Kirby merchandise#Kirby merch#I love going to Kinokuniya they have so much Kirby Sanrio and Studio Ghibli stuff#they also have lots of really cute stationery#Nintendo New York is always fun to visit they have a lot of stuff for all of Nintendo’s franchises#they also have a little exhibit of all of Nintendo’s handheld and home consoles#and Sweet Cats Cafe is fun to visit they have a bunch of claw games and also some figures and plushes you can buy#and they serve a bunch of delicious boba drinks and cute character ice creams too#I won a little Kirby keychain from one of the claw games and I got a Kirby ice cream cone#it was kind of hot out today so it was nice to eat something cold lol#if you’re ever in NYC and you’re a Kirby fan highly recommend checking out these spots
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Me is watching Game Theory's newest video on Welcome Home: Oooooo I'm so excited I love lore!!!
Me notices how Wally seems to zone out and just vibe in some of the video clips not bothering to say a word till he's addressed and he snaps back into reality while MatPat talks about all the fun horrifying things on the Welcome Home website
Me: I don't know you very well puppet man, but my God you doing that is an honest to God mood where have you been all my life-
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home website#welcome home the puppet show#game theory#wally darling#wh wally#welcome home wally#honestly him disassociating himself from his peers and just kinda fiddling with his surroundings till he's directly being spoken to is me fr#lil guy just doesn't know what to do with himself and honestly that's valid and I love him for that#kinda reminds me of my own moments where I'll do that too never thought I'd relate to a puppet but here we are#side note the video was amazing I love Game Theory it dives into things so well I can keep up with it easily#highly recommend you check it out
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lost an entire box of clothes during the move. forgot my $200 headphones at the hotel in istanbul. lost my charger. im so super fucking tired.
#can i be a bad person and blame my sister for both#i mean the first literally Was her fault because she thought the clothes were trash and threw them away even tho i specifically made#a trash and specifically indicated it to her and my clothes were specifically Not in that pile#the beadphones im chalking up to her rushing me out the door to check out even tho it was only 11:30 and check out was at noon and we#didn’t even have anywhere we need to fucking be#anyway. highly recommend taking a trip with a loved one so you can have concrete experiences to remember why you never will again#im being harsh in anger but like. how can your two moods be#1) in a rush even tho we have no concrete plans (because you wanna go with the flow. but in a hurrt?)#*hurry??#and 2) ‘im crashing :/‘#anyway. sorrt for this yall the timezone difference means veryone id like to call about this cant come to the phone right now#so im ranting here
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um…i made a new carrd
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: The Exorcist (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Marcus Keane/Tomas Ortega Additional Tags: Angst, Masturbation, The Fucked Up Inside of Marcus Keane's Head, Canon Typical Religious Perspectives Summary:
Marcus doesn't think of the other man in the room when he touches himself.
It’s not that he believes God will judge him. In the ranks of his sins, this can hardly factor, and he has seen far too much to credit the notion that abiding by God's rules might serve to win back his favor. God is far too vast to have time for such pettiness.
But the demons aren't.
#the exorcist#marcus keane#tomas ortega#fanfic#my writing#so my hand slipped#a while ago when i got briefly obsessed with this show#this was supposed to be the first chapter of something longer#but for now i'm posting as is and we'll see what happens#its literally 500 words and most things should be clear from context#if you want to check it out and havent seen the show#also i highly recommend you go watch it#if you follow me for black sails stuff#this is the ONLY thing that competes with silverflint#in terms of#whatever the fuck these two have going on#it is gayer than gay sex#i will reblog some gifsets in a minute so you can picture them#hm this has been a weird day NIGHT EVERYBODY
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@aeolianblues This was supposed to be a little introduction playlist to Sparks/Richard Hawley/Kaizers Orchestra and then just ended up being a bit of a mess of random songs and occasional Scottish bands you may or may not like. I’m sure I could add more but my brain is currently scrambled so this should do for now 😅
#Richard Hawley is a Sheffield icon - Alex Turner adores him and it wouldn't surprise me if Hawley inspired some of AM's later work#they collaborated on a song called 'You And I' once but I would honestly prefer to see them work together nowadays#Kaizers are a wonderfully weird Norwegian band who I love but understand why people wouldn't#my favourite song by them is Forloveren so if you're going to check out any song by them I'd recommend that one!#I included a random Pink Floyd song because... bass#and a couple of Rammstein songs which I'm not sure if you'll like but if you do I can highly recommend the videos#the Deutschland video in particular might be their masterpiece#I thought about adding some Miles Kane/TLSP/AM songs as well but wasn't sure what you'd already heard#okay I think I'm done 😅😊
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#no i can't be normal about this anymore#i went into this thinking it was this cute domestic slice of life 1980's rotten apple piece and then i got hit by a truck - repeatedly#i mean between the making a wife out of your 16 year old son and undertones of confused and repressed incest#mr. stranger danger che casually grooming teddy and teddy getting dom’d by everyone especially his DAD#cuba pulling down the underwear of his own son to “check” if “something” had happened with the brother - more incest in the morning lalala#teddy casually doing heroin (!!) and having a loving and abusive drug dealer for his dad (!!)#and teddy writing stories about his dad getting prison gang raped (!!!!!!!)#and the whole thing with “cookie” whoever the fuck you are and whatever the fuck happened#and then ending where wife!son! teddy so sweetly makes his dad an all-american pb&j sandwich#RIGHT AFTER HIS DAD SHOOTS HIMSELF IN THE HEAD IN A SUICIDE ATTEMPT#i wasn't ready and now i never will be#in which i post my nonsense#this undertaking of ralph macchio studies has left me rather traumatized#but still highly recommend 8/10 very enjoyable play with some digging to be done#not with a spoon#a BULLDOZER more like#anyway teddy and jackie and cuba were my favorites#especially the first two <333#che can get eaten alive by a pack of angry chihuahuas for all i care#fuck you che#FUUUCKKK YOUUUUUU#cuba and his teddy bear
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Ghost Love Score by Nightwish’s third section has lyrics are VERY relevant to the Fealty au for me, specifically for Eadwulf’s pov and state of mind and I would love to make art in relation to it but I CANNOT figure out how to get my ideas onto paper
thots under the cut:
Bring me home or leave me be My love in the dark heart of the night I have lost the path before me The one behind will lead me
^^ The first two lines being Eadwulf’s aching need for someone to want him / to have someone to dedicate himself to.
Lost the path <- becoming a scourger and giving in rather than resisting
one behind will lead me <- this is a COLLAR AND LEASH!! He wants to be led!
Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home Every way, every day Just another loop in the hangman’s noose Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home Every way, every day I keep on watching us sleep
^^The bridge here repeats with a change in the last line. I take the first iteration of it to be Eadwulf in relation to Astrid, wanting something he can’t name (hence, everything from ‘cure me to kill me’) but he’s not getting it, so it’s another loop in the noose aka driving him to betray her.
The second reprise of it, with the switch to ‘I keep on watching us sleep’ i take very literally to how he now haunts Fjord and Jester’s bedchambers. He’s fixated on them now, but he is still asking for the exact same thing(s) he wanted from Astrid but cannot name (everythiing from ‘cure me to kill me’). FJ think what he needs is the space to find his autonomy. Eadwulf is adamant that he could never want that. Will FJ be able to give him what he needs before he turns on them too?
Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve Of you and me Forgive the adoring beast
^^This is 100% about Eadwulf’s intense attraction to Fjord and Jester. He’s so drawn to them, and he feels like he’s a stain on their relationship. He is Tusktooth’s Black Hound, he is their loyal bodyguard, he is the adoring beast.
Hopefully by putting this out I can stop trying to dream of all the ways I would turn this into art!
#ghost love score is one of my favorite songs of all time ngl#if you haven't heard it i highly recommend checking it out#aim for a time when you're like driving or on a walk that you can just immerse in it#bc it... is a 10 minute song lmao#i have loved the album version since once came out#but floor does do it incredible justice live#a life of little things series#dem speaks
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i'm reading a couple books by oliver sacks, a lot of whose work was with people with parkinsons, and one of his patients was a man whose posture leaned to the side because his parkisons affected his sense of balance. before he got sick he had worked as a carpenter, and worked with spirit levels, so he had the idea that the problem was the spirit level in his brain was broken (which is basically how the inner ear works) and decided to design a pair of eyeglasses with a level built in, so that he could correct his lean. it's such a great story because the idea came from him and was really clever and it actually worked. talking to a doctor helped him (he didn't realize he was leaning until dr sacks showed it on video) but he was the one who figured out a solution. anyway, i have trouble sometimes with my body temperature so now i'm thinking it might be a good idea for me to get a thermometer so i know what temperature it is, and if i should put on more clothes or light a fire or something
#a compass and a level could also be useful lol. my car doesn't have a compass on the rearview mirror so when i leave home its disorienting!#the books i'm reading are awakenings and an anthropologist on mars... i think this story came from the man who mistook his wife for a hat#i got an anthropologist on mars from the library but the rest are from Libby which i can highly recommend. you need a library card#but it lets you check out ebooks and audiobooks from home
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residents of concretta!
#ROT#how do i actually tag this#just tagging it “rot” will. probably not work#rot the east patch#the east patch#anyway watch ROT! the keen verdict is out soon since voting ended#it's a very interesting series on youtube with ✧interactive elements✧ (you can ask questions + vote)#highly recommend checking it out!#it takes place on a space station where the punishment for crimes is voted on by the community#the options are release-ostracize-terminate#and the criminals are allowed to make their case and answer questions chosen by the community#worldbuilding's great. concept's great. looks great. voice acting's great. plot is intriguing#what more could you want#lmao i started this in july but needed to wait obviously for the next trial
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I regret to inform you that Discord's new Terms of Service includes an arbitration clause. You can find it here https://discord.com/terms/#16. This clause includes an opt-out, which I have transcribed here:
You can decline this agreement to arbitrate by emailing an opt-out notice to [email protected] within 30 days of April 15, 2024 or when you first register your Discord account, whichever is later; otherwise, you shall be bound to arbitrate disputes in accordance with the terms of these paragraphs. If you opt out of these arbitration provisions, Discord also will not be bound by them.
These clauses are underhanded ways that corporations seek to deprive you of your right to participate in class-action lawsuits and your right to a jury trial. (This does only apply to us users ,other people still spread the word though )
#Discords terms and privacy policies are shady as fuck#You can find the opt out email in terms of service talking about it Im pretty sure.#And I highly recommend giving their privacy policies a check through
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